This all reminds me of a video I’ve seen on socials, I’m sure many have seen it as well. An old woman keeps going to her neighbors house complaining that his backyard light is shining in her house and it’s annoying. He went to her house to see what the problem is and nothing there, but yet, she keeps coming over to complain. Finally the neighbor realizes that there’s something else to this, so he comes up with a plan. He told her he felt that she must be lonely and that he’d be more than happy to have morning coffee with her and listen to her talk about whatever she wants. Guess what, complaints stopped and he felt good about helping an older neighbor.
You remind me of the neighbor complaining over nothing. If you’re lonely and need someone to vent to, please feel free to DM me, I’ll listen, I’ll offer advice (if you want), but mostly I’ll just listen and give you an avenue to vent so you aren’t getting yourself all worked up and combative. If I’m way off, tell me to go pound sand, just trying to offer a different avenue for you, since clearly this options isn’t working out. I’m here for you bud!!