Not trying to be a jackass, but if that’s the case isn’t that on you? Baseball is all about the long game; 162 games, hundreds of pitches per game, only succeed 3 out of 10 times and you likely make HOF.
If you didn’t get the instant gratification you wanted after 4 pitches, maybe you don’t have the patience for the game as a whole?
I definitely have good + bad days; went 6-0 run in BR recently and the next day was like 2-12 in events. Game has issues, no doubt, but enjoying the sport and game as a whole isn’t determined in 4 pitches.
You could also just be burnt out on the game; not sure how long you’ve played, but nearing the end of game cycle and people inevitably start losing interest and move onto the next exciting thing.