is it just me or is hitting stupidly inconsistent

SDS

so im not the greatest I know but im definitely a championship player and if im lucky World Series but now after the new season started I can't seem to make it past division. I always lose to bums who hit lucky 92 exit velocity homers while im squaring the ball up and gettin weak contact. and the pitching is horrible. no one can locate anything. and the fielding... I sacrifice some of my better hitters for decent fielding and even then its still [censored]. bums stay winning smh.

SDS

some games im can score 13 in 2 innings... like tffff

SDS

Facts man.

All game I literally get good/goods and have 90-95 mph exit velos while my opponent gets these early/okay 100+ exit velo HR's. It's just not fair. I'm clearly the better player and shouldn't lose. Why does SDS hate me so much? Maybe my opponent is a little timmy who used his mom's credit card to buy packs?

What I do know is that the shortcomings in my life have led me to tie my self worth to my win/loss record in this game. See I have nothing else currently going well in my life and this is all I have. I was never good at real life sports so to overcome that I try to live through this game. Since I have no friends in real life I use this message board to vent my frustrations and thanks to this echo chamber of hatred filled with those who clearly share some of my life experiences I feel like I'm truly part of a caring community.