T.S. Elliot's The Hollow Men...
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That's how I feel about The Show right now: emptiness, no purpose, no connection, no purpose. Sigh.
With S4 dropping and having a ton of time on my hands today, I decided to go back into the game and take stock of where to begin playing again. But as I reviewed things, there was no draw, no emotion, no drive. I've lost it for good, I guess. I thought things would be different with the passing of time and the arrival of S4, but they aren't. It's plain that I don't care about the game anymore. I know it's on me, and I'm saddened. I'm still grateful to all the guys who expanded my world from Franchise to DD so long ago. You know who you are. I had many years of fun and enjoyment, thank you for that. I'm also thankful to many in the forum. You've enlightened me, given me cause to chuckle, inspired me, and given me hope and answers when I got stuck. There are a lot of great people here.
For those that still enjoy the game, have fun. For me, though, the game ends with a whimper. I'll probably hang here for a while to read what's going on, but I'll slowly fade into the background like the sun setting into the far ocean. The drive (maybe addiction?) has been plucked from my soul like a splinter drawn from between thin layers of skin. Will I be back next year? I doubt it.
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Well bye!
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If this is the case, I am sorry to hear it. I only hope you have a change of heart if next year’s game brings something to the game that draws your interest back. I don’t come on here as much as I did when I first joined the forum, but I do remember you being on here.
By the way, I like the effort you put into your writing in your post.
Best of luck
